笔趣阁 > 都市言情 > 总裁大叔心尖宠 > 第1890章:爱一个人,最后会变成恐惧


                                        
                                

                        
                        
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                        
                                姚集站在慕安安面前,看着她,第一次不知道该去怎么把信息组成有用的话来传达来慕安安。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                而姚集的沉默,让慕安安内心有了预感,她有些慌。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                在姚集还未开口之前,慕安安突然转身,“你先去配合罗森去忙,我这里暂且不需要你。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安这突然的话语,让姚集措手不及。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他带来的信息非常重要,可安姐不让说。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “走!”慕安安已经不耐烦。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                姚集见慕安安如此状态,也不敢说。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                而,在姚集准备离开时,宗政御上前,“说。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安猛的回头盯着宗政御。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御走到慕安安身边,揽着她的肩膀,强迫她转身面对姚集。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他低头,压低声线,“什么时候,我们的安姐变成胆小鬼,连一通消息都不敢听?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安抿唇,将视线移开。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                垂在大腿上的手默默攥成拳头,微微发颤。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御将她的手握住。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他没有继续去说些什么话,可行动上却明确的在表情,不论什么样的消息,不论什么情况,他都在。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他们一起承担。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “说清楚。”七爷抬眸盯着姚集。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                姚集下意识看向慕安安,沉默数秒,将意思明确表达,“在平房那边已经挖人体纤维,故而推断教授已经死亡,并且因为爆炸冲击波大,所以人体被很快烧毁,与泥土混为一体。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安身体几乎一软。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御将她紧紧护在怀里,揽着。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                给此时脆弱的她,一个坚强的护短。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御道,“除此之外,还有其他消息吗,做了DNA?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “没有任何进一步,只是罗森得到这个消息之后,让我立马过来跟安姐说明白。但以现在情况,生还机率基本没有。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “知道了,你可以走了。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                姚集点头,在离开的时候,还有些恋恋不舍的朝慕安安看去。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他从跟在慕安安身边开始,还是第一次见到慕安安这样脆弱不堪的一面。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                在姚集和赵起余等人眼中,慕安安是无坚不摧,即便天塌下来也有一股坚强的韧劲在。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                即便是当初慕安安因与七爷一事闹到最后双眼失明,那时候的慕安安依旧像打不倒的女战士。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                可现在,那么一瞬间,姚集好像看到她被击垮。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他有些担心……
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                别墅内。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御将慕安安抱上楼。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                刚放到床上,慕安安便有些反抗的抓住他要起来。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御按住她,“躺一会儿,好吗?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他声线温柔。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安摇头,她声音略有哽咽,“我是不是一个扫把星?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御蹙眉,“不要乱说话。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “如果不是因为我,他不会出现,更不会死在这场爆炸了,甚至连个全尸都没有,是我害的。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御干脆抱着她躺在一旁。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “你之前一直说我特别狠,说我为了目的对自己什么事都做的出来。可我一直觉得无所谓,因为为目的择手段我从来都是对自己,我不会对别人。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                可厉兰青教授……”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “她因为我死,全都是因为我。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “其实67T真相没那么重要,能不能活下来全靠命,我不能因为我想活下来,就害的别人没有命。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安一遍遍的说着,整个人疲惫而难受。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御紧紧的抱着慕安安,没有说任何安慰的话语,只是轻轻拍着他的背后,安抚着。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他很清楚,道理没什么改变,也不需要多说,慕安安都懂。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                她只是需要一个宣泄口。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                只是需要陪伴。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御哄着慕安安,听着她说内疚的言语,陪伴着。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安现在怀孕,身体比以往都虚弱,也最怕这样哀伤的情况。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                不知不觉之间,慕安安慢慢便睡过去。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御抱着慕安安,两个人像侧躺着,像连体婴一般,宗政御把脸埋在慕安安怀里,吸允着慕安安身上的味道。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                宗政御说,“安安,我很害怕。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他不断的抱紧。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他多害怕,失去她。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他多害怕,人生漫漫,到最后只能守着关于她的回忆度日。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                原来爱一个人到最后,会变成恐惧。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
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                                深夜。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安从噩梦中惊喜。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                房间永远会留一点昏黄的灯光,让慕安安适应。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                身边宗政御并不在。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安从床上起来,离开房间时,看了一眼还亮着灯光的书房,她瞧瞧下楼。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                因为慕安安的眼睛不好,所以只要她在的地方,不管多黑的夜,一定有适应慕安安眼睛的光源。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安走到花园,静默的盯着远处。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “你再不出来,我就回去了。”慕安安冷淡的说了一句。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                而她在说完这句话之后,背后缓缓走出一个人。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                那张脸,与慕安安一模一样。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                到哪里都是两个人的标志性。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安连都没有回,“已经判定死亡,得到满意的答案了?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “算是挺满意的。”替耸肩,“只可惜,药量下猛了,本来只是打算废了双腿的。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安猛的回头,盯着他。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                她紧咬着牙,拳头握的紧紧的。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                替一脸无所谓,仿佛一条生命,不过尔尔。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “别用这样眼神看着我,我记得我之前告诉过你,67T倾注了几代家族的人名,不可估量的金钱,是必须成功。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “呵,必须成功。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                慕安安突然冷笑一声,她朝替靠近,“你们67T实验说到最后,要的是我这一身的万能血。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “如果我这个血没了,你觉得你们的实验还有意义?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “你想干什么?”替预感到了慕安安的状态。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                而此时慕安安已经将一直藏着的刀举起,冷笑着。
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                替赶紧上前,“你不要冲动!”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                他想阻止,慕安安的刀子却突然转到替身上,替想躲已经躲不过去,本来要捅进心脏的刀子偏了位子,捅到手臂上!
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                替推开慕安安往后退,“我是你哥,你想杀我?”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “你当我是你妹妹吗?”慕安安质问,“从一开始,从出生开始,你们就拿我当工具,不……确切的说,是连你也是工具。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “我们的出生就是一个工具,厉兰青教授只是一个搭上的人命,接下来你们会搭上更多的人命。”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
                                “与其让后续一条又一条无辜生命搭进去,倒不如从现在开始从根源阻断!”
                                
                        
                        

                        
                                        
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                                晚安。